no feeling

kata orang, kalau buat sesuatu, kene ikhlas baru dapat pahala..

jap, apa kaitan dengan tajuk entri kali ni ye? is there any relationship between no feeling and Ikhlas?

pada hemah dan pendapat saya, ada sedikit relationship kt situ, saya nak share some of my experience for you all, here they are..( cerita is just begin, haha~ketawa terpaksa~)

by the way, tadi ternampak budak2 pakai baju melayu (alahai, sweet~nye diorang), jalan2 sekitar laluan ke kuliyyah engineering dan mahalllah aminah. (amboi dik, mcm nk pi beraya la plak)..

back to our topic..

semalam ada kelas leadership.. huh~ (mengeluh panjang dengar perkataan tu). terus hilang perasaan gumbira, senang dan bahagia. kelas bermula jam 3 petang, yakni seusai solat Jumaat bagi para Muslimin di kampus UIA, Gombak ini.

sengaja berpakat dengan member untuk pergi bersama, berjalan bersama ke kelas itu. kononnya boleh release keketatan muka ini akibat keluhan yang panjang tadi. kami sekawan datang lambat ke kelas sebab selalunya kelas bermula lambat. (jangan ditiru perangai ini)

in da class, i sat at the back in a darker spot. (well-known spot for an isolated person). during the class session, we had the presentations on the topic of inter culture from 4 groups. and after that we had Q&A sessions, each group has to ask any question to the presenter to gain the group cumulative mark. actually this is good to encourage people to participate in class, but.. yea..only for dominant one. and i..i'm sick of that.. and it's clearly shown on my face.. seriously!

my face when i feel annoyed = the red angry bird , turn to be other person.. my true one is hidden.

when i reflect to my own self, i should not to behave in such way, that is rude as a student. that is why sometimes it is hard for me to digest what the lecturer teach me although it is just as simple as finger's flick for my friends.

this is happen when i have no feeling or lost my motivation or most importantly maladjusted my intention (niyyah) and mind setting.

moral of the story, Ikhlaskan niat dan lakukan tugasan harianmu kerana Allah..insyaAllah segala perbuatanmu akan menjadi ibadat dan saham yang menguntungkan di akhirat kelak..

be around with positive people, feel the positiveness, be positive and share your positiveness with others.. when people don't give you and you don't accept anything, then be the first at giving .. that is how people share their love..